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MY APPLICATION

-Application-
Getting to know you
100)Name/Age:Taylor, 14
200)City/State:Vacaville california
300)Describe yourself in one word:fun
400)How are you today?:im okei..kinda confused but im fine..ill be fine
500)Tell me something interesting about yourself:i find myself obese...lol seriously though
Getting to know you even better
100)Ten favorite bands:Hawthorne heights, bright eyes, the cure, blondie, bayside, tbs, atreyu, the bravery, the shins and death cab for cutie
200)Ten favorite movies:gia, may, elephant, thirteen, fear and loathing in las vegas, blow, idle hands, donnie brasco, cry baby, and cold mountain
300)Ten favorite songs: cute with out the e by tbs, your so last summer by tbs, just enough to love you by bayside, loveless wrists by bayside, let go by frou frou, ohio is for lovers by hawthorne heights, lover i dont have to love by bright eyes, mr. club by pretty girls make graves, chemical chemical by pretty girls make graves, how to fight lonliness by wilco
400)Five favorite TV shows:that 70s show, law and order, nypd blue, will and grace, and anything on history channel
500)Favorite lyrics from a song:just enough to love you-Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that's colored blue
Somewhere someone's finding happiness
While I'm still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
When you tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
Won't make promises
You taught me that.
I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else
And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You've got friends galore
And all you'll ever be to me is a stupid lying excuse for a person

I could call
But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone
You don't have time for me
I could call but I know you won't get the phone
Don't have time for me

I hate myself
For loving you like this
I hate myself for hating myself
Just enough to love you
Just enough to love you

What I just want to know
100)Whats your sexuality?bisexual
200)When is your birthday?september 12th
300)What do you think of me (your mod)?shes ugly lol
400)Do you think your pretty?not at all lol
500)Why should you be excepted at neonrazorblades?
600)Tell me your life story (short way though):im taylor. im inlove. i hav ebeen inlove with a girl before. i useto be bulimic and anorexic. uhmm..i use to cut. im 5'3. i hate how i look. i hate myself. lol..i find my life to be funny.
700)Do you dye your hair?yes all the time
800)Whats your scene?im a scene kid...emo
900)Are you HxC? at times i am at times im not
What you look like
100)Post three pictures of YOUR FACE! Not jsut top of the head or side of your face.Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com
200)Promote in one palce and provide the link. ive promoted liek crazy already
300)Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? post a picture of them here!Image hosted by Photobucket.com
400)Post a picture of you and your friends.Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com
500)Post a picture of your best friend.Image hosted by Photobucket.com

-Rules-
100)be as harsh as you want to be.
200)be nice to members. no drama here. i have enough of it outside of eljay.
300)put "she only heard i love you." in the subject line when applying.
400)be on your best behavor. im looking for another mod!
500)put the application under an eljay cut.
600)have fun!
700) oh yeah! PROMOTE PROMOTE PROMOTE!

-Application-
Getting to know you
100)Name/Age:
200)City/State:
300)Describe yourself in one word:
400)How are you today?:
500)Tell me something interesting about yourself:
Getting to know you even better
100)Ten favorite bands:
200)Ten favorite movies:
300)Ten favorite songs:
400)Five favorite TV shows:
500)Favorite lyrics from a song:
What I just want to know
100)Whats your sexuality?
200)When is your birthday?
300)What do you think of me (your mod)?
400)Do you think your pretty?
500)Why should you be excepted at neonrazorblades?
600)Tell me your life story (short way though):
700)Do you dye your hair?
800)Whats your scene?
900)Are you HxC?
What you look like
100)Post three pictures of YOUR FACE! Not jsut top of the head or side of your face.
200)Promote in one palce and provide the link.
300)Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? post a picture of them here!
400)Post a picture of you an dyour friends.
500)Post a picture of your best friend.

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